A place for ridding yourself of unwanted emotions. Shout out what you can not tell others. Don’t hesitate to let it flow out. Release your burdens. Shout out when nobody else will listen. Simply put Get it out!
I hate my job, but I love the people. And I keep waiting for the day they'll tell me I'm not doing it well enough. Part of me would be happy to get fired cause at least I can have free time again, but the other part of me knows I won't find something that pays this well for awhile. I don't like being afraid though. No one tells you how much fear there is when you get older...
Also, In my quest to meet folks I've seemed to have lead on 2.5 people... Part of me wants to just say fuck it and tell them all what I really think of them. I like your dog and I think you're trying to hard to get me to like you. I think I'd like to mess around with you sexually, but I'm so tired of dating older guys. And you... You smell like B.O. have a weird voice and make really campy gay photography, so I'm fine with being your friend, but please don't mistake my interest in you for something romantic.
Between the other two? I think I'll go for the puppy and hope I can come to terms with your quirks. And as sad as it makes me to dump somebody, I think it best I be honest with you; I potentially think sex with you would be fun, but no more emotional attachment to older guys.
We're doomed.
Also, In my quest to meet folks I've seemed to have lead on 2.5 people... Part of me wants to just say fuck it and tell them all what I really think of them. I like your dog and I think you're trying to hard to get me to like you. I think I'd like to mess around with you sexually, but I'm so tired of dating older guys. And you... You smell like B.O. have a weird voice and make really campy gay photography, so I'm fine with being your friend, but please don't mistake my interest in you for something romantic.
Between the other two? I think I'll go for the puppy and hope I can come to terms with your quirks. And as sad as it makes me to dump somebody, I think it best I be honest with you; I potentially think sex with you would be fun, but no more emotional attachment to older guys.
We're doomed.
2 months ago
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I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
I am jealous that my friends are hanging out without me, even though I am the one who encouraged it and they live in another city.
over 3 years ago
Some days I hate my job, even though I know it's helping lots of people. I just don't care about them. I care about me!!!
over 3 years ago
I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
Some days I hate my job, even though I know it's helping lots of people. I just don't care about them. I care about me!!!
over 3 years ago
I am jealous that my friends are hanging out without me, even though I am the one who encouraged it and they live in another city.
over 3 years ago
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