A place for ridding yourself of unwanted emotions. Shout out what you can not tell others. Don’t hesitate to let it flow out. Release your burdens. Shout out when nobody else will listen. Simply put Get it out!
I have always been alone. Long distance is only a distraction and a burden. Being alone is better than being paranoid. For all of us who are alone, wait. Wait for the right person. I believe time will work us out as long as we are willing to wait.
25 days ago
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Dammit mikey, If you don't want to fill in the details then just say so. "Its not my business," would be just fine. But no, you'd rather leave me flopping around making assumptions trying to figure out what you're talking about. You don't want to be friends with benefits anymore and i'll deal with that, but when you take out the 'with benefits' part it leaves 'friends.' I'm not cryptic with friends and i expect better from mine. Dick. >:/
about 1 year ago
That's better. I typed out two massive, emotional shouts and this shitty spambot deleted them. I suggest the mods of this site make it clearer, plus, I put in a number the first time and it didn't seem to work. Fuckin' technology.
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
over 2 years ago
Dammit mikey, If you don't want to fill in the details then just say so. "Its not my business," would be just fine. But no, you'd rather leave me flopping around making assumptions trying to figure out what you're talking about. You don't want to be friends with benefits anymore and i'll deal with that, but when you take out the 'with benefits' part it leaves 'friends.' I'm not cryptic with friends and i expect better from mine. Dick. >:/
about 1 year ago
That's better. I typed out two massive, emotional shouts and this shitty spambot deleted them. I suggest the mods of this site make it clearer, plus, I put in a number the first time and it didn't seem to work. Fuckin' technology.
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
over 2 years ago
&%$#* $#@!&*^ $#@!*!
thanks - I feel much better now.
thanks - I feel much better now.
over 3 years ago
I feel empty and i wanted to go to boston because i was hoping to take a class that might help me have more control and it got cancelled. Now i have the weekend off with nowhere to go and no one to share it with and i'm sick and tired of feeling hollow and thinking about pointless shit. God damn you Cole... I don't want to be alone but i hate most everyone around me because they make things complicated and i don't know what it means to be content. Make it go away. Insatiable greed. I feel like i'm using everyone and am too lazy to use my own two feet. I hate this place so much and the only way to feel better is to leave but i have to wait. Its just a year, but as soon as its over i'm just going to be caught in uncertainty anyway. Why do i ramble so much? Too much shit to think about. I just want to yell obscenties and punch someone without having to apologize for it. Fuck all of you and fuck my insecurities. I wish i could stab them until they were just a bloody huddled mass. This post isn't helping really. I still feel just as empty and violent. Fuck it, i'm going to the gym.
about 1 year ago
&%$#* $#@!&*^ $#@!*!
thanks - I feel much better now.
thanks - I feel much better now.
over 3 years ago
I feel empty and i wanted to go to boston because i was hoping to take a class that might help me have more control and it got cancelled. Now i have the weekend off with nowhere to go and no one to share it with and i'm sick and tired of feeling hollow and thinking about pointless shit. God damn you Cole... I don't want to be alone but i hate most everyone around me because they make things complicated and i don't know what it means to be content. Make it go away. Insatiable greed. I feel like i'm using everyone and am too lazy to use my own two feet. I hate this place so much and the only way to feel better is to leave but i have to wait. Its just a year, but as soon as its over i'm just going to be caught in uncertainty anyway. Why do i ramble so much? Too much shit to think about. I just want to yell obscenties and punch someone without having to apologize for it. Fuck all of you and fuck my insecurities. I wish i could stab them until they were just a bloody huddled mass. This post isn't helping really. I still feel just as empty and violent. Fuck it, i'm going to the gym.
about 1 year ago
So Fucking lonely even with folks around and with no good fucking reason. Better try and sleep and hope tomorrow is better.
about 1 month ago
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