A place for ridding yourself of unwanted emotions. Shout out what you can not tell others. Don’t hesitate to let it flow out. Release your burdens. Shout out when nobody else will listen. Simply put Get it out!
I have always been alone. Long distance is only a distraction and a burden. Being alone is better than being paranoid. For all of us who are alone, wait. Wait for the right person. I believe time will work us out as long as we are willing to wait.
25 days ago
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Ever since you cheated me, ever since you dumped me off, you fucked my life. I hate you, yet I still love you, you've ruined me, yet I miss you. You were the one girl I loved for so long, I moved to another state for you, just so you can cheat on me not once, but twice. You are what has brought on this bi-polar, selfish, angry person. You have made me hate humanity and everything that is life. It was you.
6 months ago
Listening to Jay Brannan sing The Freshman and looking at pictures of you... I miss you and i wish i could have shared more of my life with you. So many things i wish i could have said to you in person... I love you Charnock. It wasn't meant to be, but regardless, I love you and when i leave here i want to find someone half the man you were. Be happy and love her deeply.
about 1 year ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
Listening to Jay Brannan sing The Freshman and looking at pictures of you... I miss you and i wish i could have shared more of my life with you. So many things i wish i could have said to you in person... I love you Charnock. It wasn't meant to be, but regardless, I love you and when i leave here i want to find someone half the man you were. Be happy and love her deeply.
about 1 year ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
i am so tired of certain people insisting on telling me personal things and asking for support on chat instead of getting together in person. am i not cool enough to actually be seen with you in public?
over 3 years ago
We all have that one person who completely fucked you up emotionally. I'll never be well again and what makes it hurt so much more is that you don't really care. I told you I loved you and i never got the opportunity to figure out if it was really love, or just lust. And even then, I lust you Cole. 4 years later and its still you i think about every other minute. :(
about 1 year ago
i am so tired of certain people insisting on telling me personal things and asking for support on chat instead of getting together in person. am i not cool enough to actually be seen with you in public?
over 3 years ago
We all have that one person who completely fucked you up emotionally. I'll never be well again and what makes it hurt so much more is that you don't really care. I told you I loved you and i never got the opportunity to figure out if it was really love, or just lust. And even then, I lust you Cole. 4 years later and its still you i think about every other minute. :(
about 1 year ago
I miss you Cole. There's no point, but i do. And when i leave here in July i want to wash my hands of everything. I'm so afraid of the uncertainty that comes when i leave here. I have no job and hardly any career prospects and a worthless degree. I'm scared... The last 5 years of my life seem such a waste. I could have been a doctor. You could have loved me. My family could have respected me. I could have respected me. I want the next 5 years to mean more than this. I want to start over. A blank slate where i remain self sufficient and pristine. It will take some time to get to that point i know... I owe too much, but i have faith in me. I can do this. i can let go of you and be the person i am meant to be... but still i can't shake this feeling. Who am i without you?
8 months ago
I spend my entire day selling engagement rings to people. Part of me hates them because they have the money to spend 20k on fucking rocks. The other part resents that they have found that person that makes them happy. I say I don't like marriage when in reality if I had had my way, I'd have been married for 6 years now. I miss you Cole, and I hope she makes you happy.
about 1 month ago
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