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I spend my entire day selling engagement rings to people. Part of me hates them because they have the money to spend 20k on fucking rocks. The other part resents that they have found that person that makes them happy. I say I don't like marriage when in reality if I had had my way, I'd have been married for 6 years now. I miss you Cole, and I hope she makes you happy.
about 1 month ago
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I miss you Cole. There's no point, but i do. And when i leave here in July i want to wash my hands of everything. I'm so afraid of the uncertainty that comes when i leave here. I have no job and hardly any career prospects and a worthless degree. I'm scared... The last 5 years of my life seem such a waste. I could have been a doctor. You could have loved me. My family could have respected me. I could have respected me. I want the next 5 years to mean more than this. I want to start over. A blank slate where i remain self sufficient and pristine. It will take some time to get to that point i know... I owe too much, but i have faith in me. I can do this. i can let go of you and be the person i am meant to be... but still i can't shake this feeling. Who am i without you?
8 months ago
I miss my friend.
about 1 year ago
I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
Listening to Jay Brannan sing The Freshman and looking at pictures of you... I miss you and i wish i could have shared more of my life with you. So many things i wish i could have said to you in person... I love you Charnock. It wasn't meant to be, but regardless, I love you and when i leave here i want to find someone half the man you were. Be happy and love her deeply.
about 1 year ago
That's better. I typed out two massive, emotional shouts and this shitty spambot deleted them. I suggest the mods of this site make it clearer, plus, I put in a number the first time and it didn't seem to work. Fuckin' technology.
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
over 2 years ago
I really miss my mom. She passed away 2 1/2 years ago. I miss our talks. I miss her support. Life isn't the same without her. Holidays, birthdays, etc. aren't the same. The sun may be shining outside, but it's dark and cloudy in my soul.
over 3 years ago
I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
I miss my friend.
about 1 year ago
I really miss my mom. She passed away 2 1/2 years ago. I miss our talks. I miss her support. Life isn't the same without her. Holidays, birthdays, etc. aren't the same. The sun may be shining outside, but it's dark and cloudy in my soul.
over 3 years ago
That's better. I typed out two massive, emotional shouts and this shitty spambot deleted them. I suggest the mods of this site make it clearer, plus, I put in a number the first time and it didn't seem to work. Fuckin' technology.
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
over 2 years ago
Listening to Jay Brannan sing The Freshman and looking at pictures of you... I miss you and i wish i could have shared more of my life with you. So many things i wish i could have said to you in person... I love you Charnock. It wasn't meant to be, but regardless, I love you and when i leave here i want to find someone half the man you were. Be happy and love her deeply.
about 1 year ago
Ever since you cheated me, ever since you dumped me off, you fucked my life. I hate you, yet I still love you, you've ruined me, yet I miss you. You were the one girl I loved for so long, I moved to another state for you, just so you can cheat on me not once, but twice. You are what has brought on this bi-polar, selfish, angry person. You have made me hate humanity and everything that is life. It was you.
6 months ago
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