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i hate feeling heartsick... But that's all i do when i'm alone. I'm over 2500 miles away from you right now. I'm literally on the opposite side of the country and still you make me sad. New faces and new places, yet you still leave me feeling hollow. I don't do well on my own mentally or emotionally. I need someone, but it's not fair to use them just so i don't have to be alone. I think, in time, the distance will force me to give you up and I'm okay with that. I hope that I will fall just as deeply for the next one and i'll know what to do this time. But until then, please forgive me if i imagine you sleeping beside me when i go to bed at night. I love you and the thought of you puts me at ease. I know its not real, but it comforts me to imagine touching your arm and rubbing my fingers over your temple while you sleep. Please, let me keep this... I know when i wake up you'll be gone, but tonight I need you. Goodnight Cole.
7 months ago
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fuck you, tft. fuck you and your bureaucracy. fuck you and you incapability of letting me rest easy for an entire summer. fuck you for not following your own admission practices. i still haven't been notified about shit and i can't fucking log on to the admissions website. so pull your fucking heads out of your fucking asses and give me a straight-fucking-forward answer. did i, or did i not, make it into your oh so fucking exclusive program. did you make one of the most regrettable decisions of your existence.
big mistake. big. mistake. huge.
big mistake. big. mistake. huge.
about 1 year ago
I hate that every time I finish doing the dishes, there are more of them to clean. Why can't they just give me a break sometimes? No pun intended...
over 3 years ago
fuck you, tft. fuck you and your bureaucracy. fuck you and you incapability of letting me rest easy for an entire summer. fuck you for not following your own admission practices. i still haven't been notified about shit and i can't fucking log on to the admissions website. so pull your fucking heads out of your fucking asses and give me a straight-fucking-forward answer. did i, or did i not, make it into your oh so fucking exclusive program. did you make one of the most regrettable decisions of your existence.
big mistake. big. mistake. huge.
big mistake. big. mistake. huge.
about 1 year ago
I hate that every time I finish doing the dishes, there are more of them to clean. Why can't they just give me a break sometimes? No pun intended...
over 3 years ago
fuck you, tft. fuck you and your bureaucracy. fuck you and you incapability of letting me rest easy for an entire summer. fuck you for not following your own admission practices. i still haven't been notified about shit and i can't fucking log on to the admissions website. so pull your fucking heads out of your fucking asses and give me a straight-fucking-forward answer. did i, or did i not, make it into your oh so fucking exclusive program. did you make one of the most regrettable decisions of your existence.
big mistake. big. mistake. huge.
big mistake. big. mistake. huge.
about 1 year ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
Work Work Work
where are you work
give me something to do
and something to eat.
over 2 years ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
Work Work Work
where are you work
give me something to do
and something to eat.
over 2 years ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
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