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I have no reason to exist, but I don't want to make people that like me cry.
I wish I was never born.
11 days ago
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I hate my job, but I love the people. And I keep waiting for the day they'll tell me I'm not doing it well enough. Part of me would be happy to get fired cause at least I can have free time again, but the other part of me knows I won't find something that pays this well for awhile. I don't like being afraid though. No one tells you how much fear there is when you get older...
Also, In my quest to meet folks I've seemed to have lead on 2.5 people... Part of me wants to just say fuck it and tell them all what I really think of them. I like your dog and I think you're trying to hard to get me to like you. I think I'd like to mess around with you sexually, but I'm so tired of dating older guys. And you... You smell like B.O. have a weird voice and make really campy gay photography, so I'm fine with being your friend, but please don't mistake my interest in you for something romantic.
Between the other two? I think I'll go for the puppy and hope I can come to terms with your quirks. And as sad as it makes me to dump somebody, I think it best I be honest with you; I potentially think sex with you would be fun, but no more emotional attachment to older guys.
We're doomed.
Also, In my quest to meet folks I've seemed to have lead on 2.5 people... Part of me wants to just say fuck it and tell them all what I really think of them. I like your dog and I think you're trying to hard to get me to like you. I think I'd like to mess around with you sexually, but I'm so tired of dating older guys. And you... You smell like B.O. have a weird voice and make really campy gay photography, so I'm fine with being your friend, but please don't mistake my interest in you for something romantic.
Between the other two? I think I'll go for the puppy and hope I can come to terms with your quirks. And as sad as it makes me to dump somebody, I think it best I be honest with you; I potentially think sex with you would be fun, but no more emotional attachment to older guys.
We're doomed.
2 months ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
do people really, truly believe that the earth is only 6000 years old?
over 3 years ago
I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
Some days I hate my job, even though I know it's helping lots of people. I just don't care about them. I care about me!!!
over 3 years ago
And then one day I woke up and discovered that I'd started liking people again...
about 1 year ago
My god, smart people are such a turn on.
over 2 years ago
WOW some people
over 3 years ago
i am so tired of certain people insisting on telling me personal things and asking for support on chat instead of getting together in person. am i not cool enough to actually be seen with you in public?
over 3 years ago
people think that i am nicer than i actually am. but i cannot fool me. damn.
over 3 years ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
And then one day I woke up and discovered that I'd started liking people again...
about 1 year ago
Some days I hate my job, even though I know it's helping lots of people. I just don't care about them. I care about me!!!
over 3 years ago
I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
do people really, truly believe that the earth is only 6000 years old?
over 3 years ago
As much as i like having a fuckbuddy i can't help but feel like im stuck being two people. The part of me that honestly wants to be a monogamous boyfriend and a moral person and the one who just wants to satisfy his needs no matter the cost... Now i feel guilty cause you said you don't like being "second in line," but the other me doesn't want to change our standing. Its not fair to anyone but i don't want to give up the sex... :(
about 1 year ago
people think that i am nicer than i actually am. but i cannot fool me. damn.
over 3 years ago
i am so tired of certain people insisting on telling me personal things and asking for support on chat instead of getting together in person. am i not cool enough to actually be seen with you in public?
over 3 years ago
WOW some people
over 3 years ago
My god, smart people are such a turn on.
over 2 years ago
And then one day I woke up and discovered that I'd started liking people again...
about 1 year ago
I spend my entire day selling engagement rings to people. Part of me hates them because they have the money to spend 20k on fucking rocks. The other part resents that they have found that person that makes them happy. I say I don't like marriage when in reality if I had had my way, I'd have been married for 6 years now. I miss you Cole, and I hope she makes you happy.
about 1 month ago
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