A place for ridding yourself of unwanted emotions. Shout out what you can not tell others. Don’t hesitate to let it flow out. Release your burdens. Shout out when nobody else will listen. Simply put Get it out!
I hate my job, but I love the people. And I keep waiting for the day they'll tell me I'm not doing it well enough. Part of me would be happy to get fired cause at least I can have free time again, but the other part of me knows I won't find something that pays this well for awhile. I don't like being afraid though. No one tells you how much fear there is when you get older...
Also, In my quest to meet folks I've seemed to have lead on 2.5 people... Part of me wants to just say fuck it and tell them all what I really think of them. I like your dog and I think you're trying to hard to get me to like you. I think I'd like to mess around with you sexually, but I'm so tired of dating older guys. And you... You smell like B.O. have a weird voice and make really campy gay photography, so I'm fine with being your friend, but please don't mistake my interest in you for something romantic.
Between the other two? I think I'll go for the puppy and hope I can come to terms with your quirks. And as sad as it makes me to dump somebody, I think it best I be honest with you; I potentially think sex with you would be fun, but no more emotional attachment to older guys.
We're doomed.
Also, In my quest to meet folks I've seemed to have lead on 2.5 people... Part of me wants to just say fuck it and tell them all what I really think of them. I like your dog and I think you're trying to hard to get me to like you. I think I'd like to mess around with you sexually, but I'm so tired of dating older guys. And you... You smell like B.O. have a weird voice and make really campy gay photography, so I'm fine with being your friend, but please don't mistake my interest in you for something romantic.
Between the other two? I think I'll go for the puppy and hope I can come to terms with your quirks. And as sad as it makes me to dump somebody, I think it best I be honest with you; I potentially think sex with you would be fun, but no more emotional attachment to older guys.
We're doomed.
2 months ago
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What the hell, TFT? Really? Really??
about 1 year ago
Wondering where you are, I really need you tonight...
over 2 years ago
That's better. I typed out two massive, emotional shouts and this shitty spambot deleted them. I suggest the mods of this site make it clearer, plus, I put in a number the first time and it didn't seem to work. Fuckin' technology.
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
over 2 years ago
I feel really REALLY grumpy. And it makes me even more grumpy that I don't even have an excuse.
over 3 years ago
I really miss my mom. She passed away 2 1/2 years ago. I miss our talks. I miss her support. Life isn't the same without her. Holidays, birthdays, etc. aren't the same. The sun may be shining outside, but it's dark and cloudy in my soul.
over 3 years ago
oh no, hit the breaks! your driving mistakes are really going to kill us all.
over 3 years ago
We all have that one person who completely fucked you up emotionally. I'll never be well again and what makes it hurt so much more is that you don't really care. I told you I loved you and i never got the opportunity to figure out if it was really love, or just lust. And even then, I lust you Cole. 4 years later and its still you i think about every other minute. :(
about 1 year ago
I feel empty and i wanted to go to boston because i was hoping to take a class that might help me have more control and it got cancelled. Now i have the weekend off with nowhere to go and no one to share it with and i'm sick and tired of feeling hollow and thinking about pointless shit. God damn you Cole... I don't want to be alone but i hate most everyone around me because they make things complicated and i don't know what it means to be content. Make it go away. Insatiable greed. I feel like i'm using everyone and am too lazy to use my own two feet. I hate this place so much and the only way to feel better is to leave but i have to wait. Its just a year, but as soon as its over i'm just going to be caught in uncertainty anyway. Why do i ramble so much? Too much shit to think about. I just want to yell obscenties and punch someone without having to apologize for it. Fuck all of you and fuck my insecurities. I wish i could stab them until they were just a bloody huddled mass. This post isn't helping really. I still feel just as empty and violent. Fuck it, i'm going to the gym.
about 1 year ago
Today my new client told me that the project that I have been working really hard on is utter shit. This is a week and a half after I gave him the first batch of files and he liked them. I am going to look at lolcats now.
over 2 years ago
do people really, truly believe that the earth is only 6000 years old?
over 3 years ago
I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
Your tattoo is stupid. I mean, a dolphin? Really????
over 3 years ago
What is the purpose of pubic hair? Do genitals really get that cold? Shouldn't several centuries of clothing convinced our collective bodies to evolve away the hair?
over 3 years ago
What the hell, TFT? Really? Really??
about 1 year ago
I feel empty and i wanted to go to boston because i was hoping to take a class that might help me have more control and it got cancelled. Now i have the weekend off with nowhere to go and no one to share it with and i'm sick and tired of feeling hollow and thinking about pointless shit. God damn you Cole... I don't want to be alone but i hate most everyone around me because they make things complicated and i don't know what it means to be content. Make it go away. Insatiable greed. I feel like i'm using everyone and am too lazy to use my own two feet. I hate this place so much and the only way to feel better is to leave but i have to wait. Its just a year, but as soon as its over i'm just going to be caught in uncertainty anyway. Why do i ramble so much? Too much shit to think about. I just want to yell obscenties and punch someone without having to apologize for it. Fuck all of you and fuck my insecurities. I wish i could stab them until they were just a bloody huddled mass. This post isn't helping really. I still feel just as empty and violent. Fuck it, i'm going to the gym.
about 1 year ago
We all have that one person who completely fucked you up emotionally. I'll never be well again and what makes it hurt so much more is that you don't really care. I told you I loved you and i never got the opportunity to figure out if it was really love, or just lust. And even then, I lust you Cole. 4 years later and its still you i think about every other minute. :(
about 1 year ago
oh no, hit the breaks! your driving mistakes are really going to kill us all.
over 3 years ago
I really miss my mom. She passed away 2 1/2 years ago. I miss our talks. I miss her support. Life isn't the same without her. Holidays, birthdays, etc. aren't the same. The sun may be shining outside, but it's dark and cloudy in my soul.
over 3 years ago
I feel really REALLY grumpy. And it makes me even more grumpy that I don't even have an excuse.
over 3 years ago
That's better. I typed out two massive, emotional shouts and this shitty spambot deleted them. I suggest the mods of this site make it clearer, plus, I put in a number the first time and it didn't seem to work. Fuckin' technology.
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
I miss his SMELL. It's stupid, and I'm not in love, but I crave him. I don't want to be weak and silly and emotional, but I crave contact with him. I want him a criminal amount. Which probably isn't great, circumstances considering. It's largely physical, but I kind of want to binge on him, until the attraction and craving is gone. Fuck. Goddam I want that a lot right now.
The stupid thing is I don't feel like I can tell anyone this, and I don't really know why. Other than the assumption being made that I'm a self-absorbed attention seeker who just wants to boast about how much sex she's had. That's annoying too. Is there something wrong with wanting to talk about things happening in your life? Did I miss the class where it was said that it's unacceptable?
over 2 years ago
Wondering where you are, I really need you tonight...
over 2 years ago
What the hell, TFT? Really? Really??
about 1 year ago
What is the purpose of pubic hair? Do genitals really get that cold? Shouldn't several centuries of clothing convinced our collective bodies to evolve away the hair?
over 3 years ago
Your tattoo is stupid. I mean, a dolphin? Really????
over 3 years ago
I have friends but no one to talk to. I have a history of people left behind as I changed and none of them will ever come back. I miss my girlfriend, she was so sweet and a perftic match... for who I was 6 months ago. but I had to go and change again... and break her heart. I want to go and sit and talk to people, get wasted and do something stupid. What I really want is a couple of grams of H and a bottle of whisky to wash it down. hopefully Id die in the bliss of not caring. Being an adult is too hard for me, my father failed at it and so will I, Im sure.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
I want to retreat, go back to sherry and shon, then back to jenn.... then back to my room in my moms house and slowly crawl back into the woumb. I miss my innocence, I miss my ignorance, I miss trying to kill myself, I miss having money, I miss that time even though I was less happy then.
over 3 years ago
do people really, truly believe that the earth is only 6000 years old?
over 3 years ago
Today my new client told me that the project that I have been working really hard on is utter shit. This is a week and a half after I gave him the first batch of files and he liked them. I am going to look at lolcats now.
over 2 years ago
I feel empty and i wanted to go to boston because i was hoping to take a class that might help me have more control and it got cancelled. Now i have the weekend off with nowhere to go and no one to share it with and i'm sick and tired of feeling hollow and thinking about pointless shit. God damn you Cole... I don't want to be alone but i hate most everyone around me because they make things complicated and i don't know what it means to be content. Make it go away. Insatiable greed. I feel like i'm using everyone and am too lazy to use my own two feet. I hate this place so much and the only way to feel better is to leave but i have to wait. Its just a year, but as soon as its over i'm just going to be caught in uncertainty anyway. Why do i ramble so much? Too much shit to think about. I just want to yell obscenties and punch someone without having to apologize for it. Fuck all of you and fuck my insecurities. I wish i could stab them until they were just a bloody huddled mass. This post isn't helping really. I still feel just as empty and violent. Fuck it, i'm going to the gym.
about 1 year ago
We all have that one person who completely fucked you up emotionally. I'll never be well again and what makes it hurt so much more is that you don't really care. I told you I loved you and i never got the opportunity to figure out if it was really love, or just lust. And even then, I lust you Cole. 4 years later and its still you i think about every other minute. :(
about 1 year ago
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